I recorded it on a day in February while I was locked out of my room, using strings a friend let me borrow, so "january demo" is misleading.
lyrics
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empty my lungs so i can get a sense of self
it's been weeks since i saw a living human being
a million cigarettes for a million burned out tounges
a million burning faces pouring salt into my lungs
i think of all the time i wasted in here
and all of the thoughts bringing me back to you
and how they make me want to vomit
and how they make me want to choke
your sick fucking rules draining my body
draining my soul
i'm a mountain of years of exhaustion
i've been on this earth too long